HI EVERYONE! LONG TIME NO SEE I THOUGHT YOU..... NOT HAPPY! HAHA
Nah. A picture of the recent me for this post. The only picture that I'll be posting today.. Cos actually I should be rushing my FYP tonight.. So... I no time to upload pictures. LOL Actually blogging is my excuse to rest awhile from my boring FYP lah.
Today I told Dawn that her FYP very interesting... Den she replied me: "Since when got FYP is interesting one".. What she say is very true.. But I really find her's very interesting leh. Can draw pictures, invent sth new, built sth.. That's the reason why I choose D&T during my sec school days... (now u know why) LOL... Compared to my FYP.... SUCKS! Everything Sucks!
Other than FYP... Last year of poly, before chinese new year... Suddenly... POMP! Piles of projects. Every module also have... Some got 2 even.. (thanks uh, lecturers) Rushing for deadline like siao this few days... Cannot even watch TV... :( sad life...
Speaking of projects.... STATISTIC project is the most @@ project.. hundreds of numbers to type in Excel with my type of eyesight.. I really @@ man. Lucky I do finish within 2 days. (power not?)
Next up, recently I've applied for MOE career online.. BUT! No reply. Confirm plus chop is see my GPA. I also know my GPA sucks la.. But... at least see my O level Chinese? I score A1 leh. Somemore is the subject I want to teach.. Plus... It has nth to do with my course even. So, poor GPA does not mean poor Chinese does not mean.. I don know how to teach chinese okay! Never even give me a chance to go for interview... But anyway... I also know... in real life, everything is cruel.... everything is practical.. poor results concludes everything. haha.. So, originally I'm very disappointed.. But now, I 'kan kai' a bit already... They didn't choose me I also cannot do anything right? haha.. Like what Ain say, I'll do better in other jobs that accepted me, my grades and who am I. So.. I shall look on the bright side! (easier said than done)
The reason why I'm so disappointed that I didn't got chosen by MOE.. (Friends keep asking why) is because... Deng deng deng deng.... *excited?* HAHA... No lar. Is because.. Before I applied for this... I really have NO GOALS. Empty mind... Blank one.. Like white paper... Graduating from poly isn't that simple compared to graduating from secondary or primary ok. Simply just score well, choose one school or one module can le. This time.. Must think far, think hard.. everything also must think... So... with many many many discussions with Chris, my parents, searching through my minds what I really want, what I like, what I enjoy.. I came to the conclusion that: I WAN TO TEACH CHINESE! I think I'll really enjoy it lor. *can MOE come read my blog? LOL*
So now you guys know why I'm so disappointed right. Finally got goals and now.. hope dashed... Have to rethink the process again.. I took very long time to think of my goals and I think my new goals will take a even longer time which I don't want because I want to share my burden with Chris.. I want to mature soon.. I want to earn $!
But no choice.. Not easy to find passion for something esp a job.. Even some people who are out in a society for years don't know what they really like.. Others may have high pays may not like their job.. (cursing their job behind their boss but don't dare to quit cos pay too high) LOL!
I think that's all I want to post tonight. Wah.. If only I can write report like I write this blog. Then I'll be daebuk! HAHA Wish me luck in everything ok? HAHA. Go back do FYP le. So shall not end with GOOD NIGHT.
BYE. Till the next time.... I POST.. WAIT FOR ME.. I'll be back... :D